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# resistance is fruitful

it's OK to question AIDS

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- [Still angry after all these years](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/06/06/still-angry-after-all-these-years/) - My role as a gay AIDS activist was first featured in a special report on AIDS in the Kansas City Times, July 8, 1989. I recently unboxed some of the early media accounts of my life as an openly gay AIDS activist in Kansas City. The very first words in the very first article ever
- [The Highland House](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/11/21/the-highland-house/) - In between blood clots and other speed bumps, I have spent much of my summer overseeing the renovation of an investment property in our neighborhood that we call the Highland House.The project is an attempt to grow Michael's retirement fund and improve our neighborhood at the same time. The purchase and improvements are all being
- [When trolls attack: an open letter to "Dora"](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2012/03/21/an-open-letter-to-nora/) - Dear Dora,You and your ARV-loving friends at the HIVforum (Italian language forum for HIV-positives) might want to have your medications checked. Your latest public attack on a respected and admired researcher is nothing, if not irrational.When did you decide that you can speak for all of us who have AIDS, or who test positive for HIV?Your recent rant against University of Firenze (Italy) professor Marco Ruggiero, as reported at The Truth Barrier, is amazingly ill-conceived, malicious and detrimental to the well-being of all of us who are living with illness and HIV, and I am compelled to call you out.You have accused Ruggiero of advertising for patients to experiment with his probiotic yogurt, and you have claimed that he is putting people with HIV disease at risk by suggesting they not take their AIDS drugs. You offer no evidence that either of these allegations are true, while I can, and will, provide evidence that in fact, the opposite is the case.
- [On my way to the forums...](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2012/03/25/on-the-way-to-the-forum/) - I previously reported that the recent attacks on Marco Ruggiero's academic freedom have been instigated, at least in part, by a known Internet troll who goes by various names, including "Snout". Most of us involved in AIDS questioning are familiar with this nom de plume. Snout is a frequent contributor to comment threads all over the Internet, as a simple Google search will yield well over 2 million hits for "snout + aids + denialists". Snout also blogs at a site called Reckless Endangerment, which has an Alexa website ranking of about 25M; in other words, he has very few followers, especially considering his tenacity.
- [Back by popular demand:  dissidents4dumbees](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2012/04/16/back-by-popular-demand-dissidents4dumbees/) - I guess I'm not the only person who has missed J Todd DeShong's great blog, dissidents4dumbees. It is often referred to fondly in the comment threads at Seth Kalichman's blog, Denying AIDS and other oddities. In fact, that's where JTD and all of the anonymous gang members who used to populate D4D's comment threads now hang out:
- [Sunshine in the veins](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2012/05/02/sunshine-in-the-veins/) - I first learned of ultraviolet blood irradiation (UBI) a few months ago from a mutual friend. UBI is also known as extracorporeal photopheresis (ECP) in the medical literature, and most recently BioPhotonic Therapy and Photoluminescent Therapy. Photopheresis been around for more than a century, and started gaining attention in medical circles as early as 1902. Like many alternative protocols, the spectacular success of antibiotics to fight battle field infections in WWII captured the hearts and minds of physicians and started the West's love affair with pharmaceutical solutions to disease.Today, as best as I can tell, UBI is approved by the FDA for only two purposes: cutaneous t-cell lymphoma and graft-vs-host disease. It's use is far more widespread in Europe, Russia, China and South America for a variety of conditions, though it is currently being studied in the U.S. as an alternative treatment or adjunctive treatment for malignancies, auto-immune disorders, and yes, AIDS.
- [97](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2012/05/07/97/) - 97. That's my latest CD4+ count, less than half the count from six weeks ago.That's it. I have tried as many alternative treatments as I can think of to reverse the decline. I will be starting my third round of pharmaceutical ARVs as soon as I can get a prescription and fill it.This decision has been a long time coming, and in hindsight, I probably should have restarted a few months ago. There's nothing magical about 97, or being below 100, but it's as good a breaking point as any. I've long argued that there are two things to keep in mind about CD4 counts: one is the long-term trend; the other is single- or low double-digit counts.
- [Dear Momma](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2012/05/13/dear-momma/) - Dear Momma,I've been thinking about you so much since you've been here. Yes, I thought about you a lot when you were in Colorado, too. Or in a pickup truck and travel trailer with Poppa. Or living in that incredible home you and he built "on the hill"—El Shadmir. I’m even recalling memories from Colby and the farm.You know, when Poppa was dying, I remember promising him that we would do everything possible to make sure you were ok. That you would live as good, happy and healthy life as we could possibly manage, and that if you ran out of money, we'd even make sure you get through that. I don't know how many of the other sibs had a similar conversation and/or commitment, but I think it was most of us. He was just sure no one else knew you well enough—like him—to be up to the job.
- [What does Google have to say about resistanceisfruitful?](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2014/03/04/google-say-resistanceisfruitful/) - I have noticed a shift in the kinds of traffic being sent to this blog from Google since moving to a new domain. More than five years of data being displayed on Google Analytics and Google Webmaster tools has been reset and is gradually being replaced with new information since the first of the year. This is probably of more interest to me than it is to readers, but who am I to assume that? The most popular search terms offer no real surprises. They mostly relate to stories that have not been covered elsewhere. There are dozens of variations, and I’ve taken the liberty of consolidating them here.
- [Marco Ruggiero vindicated](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2012/07/24/ruggiero-vindicated/) - I just got word that the Rector of the University of Firenze has vindicated Marco Ruggiero of all charges of improper conduct. I reported on this controversy in a couple of earlier posts (here and here). Anonymous and out-of-control AIDS drug apologists initiated an online smear campaign to discredit Ruggiero's research efforts. Fortunately, calmer minds
- [Higher CD4 count increases risk of ARV adverse effects](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2014/03/01/higher-cd4-count-increases-risk-arv-adverse-effects/) - Each patient fell into one of three groups: <350 CD4 cells/muL; 351-499; and >500. This last group would be considered "normal" according to AIDS.gov, which lists the range for CD4 counts as 500-1000. Yet, according to this study, this group of so-called "healthy" patients were almost one and a half times more likely to experience a drug-related adverse effect. The report reinforces another point that I find I must continue to drive home over and over again, and that is the definition of "low CD4 counts".
- [The truth about Truvada: PrEP won’t stop AIDS](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2014/12/01/truth-truvada-prep-wont-stop-aids/) - I’m willing to grant that gay men are entitled to use PrEP... provided they have access to all the information they need to make an informed decision. Informed consent has been a hallmark of the HIV and AIDS research and prevention efforts for three decades, and that shouldn't be waived for the campaign favoring PrEP. Gay men deserve to know that all the claims for Truvada reducing the risk of acquiring HIV-positivity are based on trials—funded by Gilead—that emphasized the importance of using condoms...
- [Confessions of a heretic AIDS dissident](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2012/04/11/confessions-of-a-heretic-aids-dissident/) - You might not know it from reading the comments left here on my blog, but there are more than a few AIDS dissidents who really don't like how I think or what I write about.There's a whole thread on a very popular Facebook page called "Rethinking AIDS", discussing my open letter to Dora. Last I looked, that thread had nearly 100 comments, and very few of those comments were about Dora, Ruggiero or the defense of academic freedom.No, the gist of the thread was whether or not I am in "the AIDS Zone." It seems that because I did not use "air quotes" around the term "HIV disease", I'm not really an AIDS dissident. Others took issue with my post for daring to publish that some AIDS Rethinkers hold a very narrow view about "HIV" and "AIDS", while others of us are merely "questioning" the whole affair. None of them chose to comment directly to me here.Some of the most visible and vocal Rethinkers seem intent on imposing their own "beliefs" (another loaded term that deserves quotes) on the entire movement. There has long been a tendency to try to impose a sort of litmus test to determine whether or not one is a true "AIDS dissident".Since I first met the AIDS dissident community via the AIDS Myth Exposed forums—since renamed Questioning AIDS—several years ago, I've become aware of several of the various factions, distinctive personalities and divisions within that broad group. Now I'm finding it ironic just how guilty some of these people are at their own version of "bone-pointing".
- [Nope, I'm not dead yet](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2015/03/16/nope-im-not-dead-yet/) - Who and why did someone type "jonathan barnett resistance dead?" into a Google search? Was is it someone who had been missing my thoughtful, creative and witty writings? Someone thinking I must have died from not taking drugs for HIV? Someone wondering if I had died yet because I had started taking ARVs (at greatly reduced dosages) again?
- [Planting Peace 'virtual pizza' campaign to shelter homeless LGBTQ](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2015/04/07/planting-peace-virtual-pizza-campaign-to-shelter-homeless-lgbtq/) - I keep asking myself what does it mean when "they" can raise nearly a million dollars in a few days for an anti-gay cause that benefits only one family, while the LGBTQ community and our allies have to beg and scrap to raise an obviously modest amount of money, when considered in the bigger picture. I am also wondering why no one with a media presence and stature comparable to Glenn Becks has stepped up to champion this initiative. Some of the names that come to mind are: Rachel Maddow, Ricky Martin, Ellen Degeneres or George Takei.
- [By any other name](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2016/07/16/name-jon-d-barnett/) - A whole year?! It's hard to believe that it has been more than a year since I've written anything on my blog. I don't even know how to begin to catch up. I blame Facebook, mostly. I've been addicted to the lightning-fast pace of information exchange there, and I've written hundreds, maybe even thousands of posts and at
- [Facebook killed my blog](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2017/05/19/facebook-killed-blog/) - Tomorrow is a very significant day for me, but you probably wouldn't know that, unless you've been following me on Facebook. It's true. The fucking site has absorbed every bit of my blogging energy. I have tons of news and updates, but I don't have time to repeat them. If you're not on Facebook, I
- [Reduce AIDS drug toxicity and side effects](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2015/06/12/reduce-aids-drug-toxicity-and-side-effects/) - I embarked on my third course of ARVs since 1998. For ten of the sixteen years I have been HIV-positive, I was able to manage well enough without ARVs and I continue to believe there is no reason for otherwise healthy HIV-positive—let alone negative—gay men to take these drugs. To those who want to wave a recent study about the benefits of early intervention in my face, I would ask them why they put so much faith in a science that has utterly failed us to date.
- [Four years on — Gilead gets its way](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2014/11/19/four-years-gilead-gets-way/) - What troubles me is the apparent willingness of an entire community to consider embracing Truvada as some sort of symbol of sexual freedom... evidenced by charges that those of us who are skeptical are guilty of being sex-negative and "slut-shaming". All of this on the basis of research that has been manipulated and twisted by Gilead to create a false reality of safety. I’m resigned to the fact that Truvada as PrEP is here, regardless of what I or others fear. Now it’s mostly a question of time to see it PrEP meets the expectations of sexually active gay men…. and Gilead shareholders. The former is yet to be proven; the latter is a foregone conclusion.
- [Retreat and Adventure — Midwest Men's Festival](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2014/07/31/retreat-adventure/) - When I received my HIV diagnosis in 1998, I withdrew from my community of gay men. I “went to ground”, thinking that isolation was the only safe place to avoid being criticized for seroconverting at such a late date, when we were all supposed to know better. This past week has been yet another bifurcation point in my life. I returned to a community I have known about, if not been a steady part of, for more than 30 years. A community of men whom I could touch and hug. Men whose tears might wet my face and whose body heat and life forces I could feel in ways that can only happen in person. It really did feel like coming home.
- [Video podcast with John McNair](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2014/07/08/video-podcast-john-mcnair/) - John McNair, a musician and a philosopher from Perth, Australia, is something of a counter-cultural role model. McNair has created a very wide-ranging collection of podcast interviews with people who might get overlooked in the larger, mainstream media. I met John on Facebook a few years ago and we quickly established a rapport with each other. Last week
- [The denialism of David Crowe](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2014/06/05/time-for-david-crowe-to-put-up-or-go/) - We cannot afford to exclude from our conversations people who hold different points of view than ourselves, as was becoming the norm for the RA Facebook group. It is enough that we agree to question, challenge and really “rethink” the mainstream theory that a new, sneaky pathogen that defies electron microscopy for detection suddenly burst forth in Africa and gay men in the West, causing this new disease that is really a collection of old rarely seen diseases. The questions about whether or not HIV exists, or is capable of causing AIDS remain. AIDS “rethinkers” had better get used to the idea that dissidents have—not surprisingly—failed to prove a negative.
- [Embarrassing public meltdown for Rethinking AIDS](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2014/06/04/embarrassing-public-meltdown-rethinking-aids/) - Elizabeth Ely (pronounced ē-lē) has served in the past as Rethinking AIDS' "Public Relations" coordinator, and is a frequent co-host with RA President David Crowe on the How Positive Are You? podcasts. Ely has frequently spoken out as a representative of Rethinking AIDS and its policies on the group's Facebook page. The long time member and Administrator of Rethinking AIDS' Facebook group manifested some sort of bizarre public mental or psychological meltdown yesterday. I don't know how else to describe it. She started the day by posting vague and mysterious messages, warning of impending doom so dire that she was considering "leaving the movement."
- [Finding common ground with J Todd DeShong — ADHD video added](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2014/05/17/finding-common-ground-j-todd-deshong/) - Last November I wrote about the outcome of my willingness to step outside my personal comfort zone to engage with a former nemesis, J Todd DeShong. When we both lowered our personal shields and allowed civil dialogue to occur, we discovered we had far more in common than we had differences. Those differences that remain did not have to
- [I really, really, don’t care what causes AIDS — Carl Stryg](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2014/05/12/really-really-dont-care-causes-aids-carl-stryg/) - Frankly, in the end, I really, really don’t care what causes AIDS. I just want people to stop suffering and dying from whatever it is. It appalls me deeply that after all the hundreds of billions of dollars in research — possibly more than that spent on researching all other microbes combined — HIV research has ‘succeeded’ only in giving patients the horrifying choice between either dying slowly of Opportunistic Infections associated with a damaged immune system, or dying slowly of Liver Failure or having your skin peel off or maybe a Heart Attack caused by HIV drugs themselves. All the while ignoring the patients who do just fine for rather a long time when left to pursue their lives unmolested. So pick your death. -Carl Stryg
- [Dr. Jacques Leibowitch: 4 days a week is enough!](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2014/05/05/dr-jacques-leibowitch-4-days-week-enough/) - In the simplest possible summation, Leibowitch has been treating HIV-positive patients with traditional ARV cocktails, called HAART. Where he leaves the path of traditional treatment guidelines is that once a patient is “stabilised”—meaning they have achieved respectably high CD4 counts, and their viral load is undetectable for six months—Leibowitch starts reducing the number of days per week that a patient takes these drugs, to as little as twice per week.
- [Bathtubs, concrete cracks, bubble wrapped pills and magnolia blossoms](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2014/04/13/time-time/) - I'm feeling... something. Older, perhaps? I fear I have so many things I want to accomplish so I can "retire" with some degree of comfort; a bathtub I can actually stretch out and soak in, for example. I am still recovering from the sudden loss of Gos Blank and watching from a distance as other friends struggle with their own forms of bizarre and crippling health. It makes me feel I have no right or business to complain about my own symptoms and signs.
- [Fred Phelps' death is not the end of the story — UPDATE](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2014/03/21/fred-phelps-death-not-end-of-story/) - I could not help but feel a dark cloud lift when the news broke that Fred Phelps had finally died. I'm not particularly proud of that first reaction: one of relief and even something akin to happiness. I didn't dance around the house right away, but after the news sank in, I admit I did pull up "Ding Dong, the wicked witch is dead," by the munchkins. Why would my reaction be considered hateful or negative? I think it was extremely human and natural, if not a bit disrespectful. Like I care if Fred knows I have zero respect for him? I never imagined that Fred would die like this: alone in a hospice, rejected by much of his family, excommunicated from the cult/church he founded. I expected one of two different stories when his obituary was published.
- [Supplemental autopsy for Gos Blank:  PCP detected](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2014/02/25/supplemental-autopsy-gos-blank-pcp-detected/) - Nearly four months after his death, and a couple of months after the “final” autopsy report was released, Gos Blank’s wife, Lisa, receive additional information in the form of a letter with the subject: “Supplemental Final Diagnoses”. According to this update, dated February 11, 2014, a stain revealed the “presence of multiple cup and/or boat shaped fungal cysts located within foamy amorphous matériai within the alveolar spaces which were characteristic of Pneumocystis jirovecii microorganisms.
- [Good news, mostly -UPDATED with video](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2014/02/07/good-news-mostly/) - The latest round of OAT, stool and conventional "HIV" surrogate test markers are in, and the news is mostly good. Regardless of which angle one looks at these laboratory test results from, there is evidence to support an evolving thesis that a multi-faceted approach to immune dysfunction might be as efficacious as the current pharmaceutical-based guidelines for treating "HIV/AIDS", minus the worst of the adverse effects. The not-so-good news is that the continuation of this seven year long experience (experiment?) is being jeopardized by the lack of financial resources. There, I said it, and I won't mention it again until the end of this post.
- [Did Gos Blank die of AIDS? - UPDATED](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2014/01/13/gos-blank-die-aids/) - So, did Gos Blank die of AIDS? That was the original question, was it not? That is what both AIDS dissidents and the AIDS apologist trolls are waiting to hear, isn’t it?I don’t know how it is possible to come to any conclusion that would satisfy both sides. Any answer given would only raise more questions, though not many new ones, really. Before anyone starts dancing on Gos’ grave, let’s examine some of these questions… in Gos’ own words as much as possible. (Unless noted otherwise, all blockquotes from this point on are from Gos’ book)
- [Fear of the Invisible & Alive and Well SF websites restored](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2014/01/04/fear-of-the-invisible-alive-well-sf-restored/) - Janine Roberts may well be my favorite investigative reporter on the topic of AIDS and HIV. She has published several books and produced documentary films, on topics ranging from Aboriginal resistance to British colonialism in Australia, to the shame of deBeers’ diamond mining operations in Africa.Janine has also written the much more personal story about her life as a transgendered person—The Seven Days of My Creation: Tales of Magic and Gender. The book that has most helped me form an alternative view about what the heck HIV might really be, and its role in the disease most people call AIDS is titled Fear of the Invisible.
- [2014: time to move on beyond AIDS dissidence](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/12/20/time-to-move-beyond-aids-dissidence/) - As the winter solstice approaches, I am aware of what a noteworthy month this December is for me, in ways that have nothing to do with the holidays. Fifteen years ago this month I was informed that I was “HIV-positive”. Five years ago, I started this blog, primarily to share my experiences with both the diagnosis, as well as previous and new health issues. I will be sharing some exciting news about some changes that will be happening to resistance is fruitful a bit later in this post.
- [AIDS drugs: when resistance is futile](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/12/17/aids-drug-resistance-futile/) - In nearly every conversation I've had with Affecteds who are experimenting with ways to reduce the toxicity of antiretroviral (ARV) regimens, questions about "AIDS drug resistance" comes up. Resistance is often raised as a boogeyman in research trials of monotherapy and intermittent treatment options. While drug resistance—especially bacterial antibiotic resistance to staphylococcus or tuberculosis, for example—is increasingly a problem in modern medicine, one is unlikely to hear drug resistance discussed quite the way it is with AIDS. No other pathogen is described as "sneaky", "clever", or more mutable than HIV, despite the fact that retroviruses do not even meet most definitions for being a living entity, let alone have a brain.
- [AIDS drug guidelines: Stop the nukes!](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/12/13/aids-drugs-stop-the-nukes/) - Stop the nukes! No, not nuclear weapons. Well, yes, those too, but today I’m writing about the increase in reports I'm seeing from the AIDS drug medical literature calling for an end to the use of nucleoside(tide) reverse transcriptase inhibitors (NRTIs), not-so-ironically referred to as “nukes”. As I have written previously, there have been rumblings from clinicians and researchers in the medical literature since at least 2010 to get rid of the NRTI class of antiretroviral drugs entirely from treatment guidelines.Unfortunately, it is unlikely that this change will occur at anything comparable to the speed with which AZT and other poison pills were “fast-tracked” to market more than 25 years ago.
- [Cancer scare 2: CANCELLED](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/12/09/cancer-scare-2-cancelled/) - Very good news: I just received the results of the confirmatory AMAS cancer screen, and it was "normal", or negative. In fact, the results were in the lowest possible range provided on the test. The result from my first AMAS test a couple of months ago was "elevated", which required a confirmatory test. For obvious reasons, I have very mixed feelings about this test, but I am ready to put it behind me.
- [Clearing out the drafts folder](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/12/05/clearing-drafts-folder/) - As I was doing some housekeeping on my blog, clearing crud out of my drafts folder, I noticed a couple of reasonably complete posts that were never published, for whatever reason. Since they are rather old, and I chose to post-date them, they may not get noticed by the email subscription service, or RSS feeds.Here's a list of old posts that have never been seen before:
- [WAD marks the beginning of SAD](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/12/01/wad-marks-beginning-sad/) - Meanwhile, I have been fighting severe fatigue again, and that has led me back into that dark place called depression. I don’t want to write about that, of course. I want to write only about successes and victories. Twice last month I felt the onset of shingles in my left eye. The first time I was able to send it into remission quickly and with no evidence of an outbreak. The second time, the inflammation persisted for nearly two weeks, and I am only now feeling as if I might have kept it from erupting into a serious and disfiguring outbreak, like the one that hospitalized me in September, 2012.
- [AIDS dissident crosses enemy lines to find common ground](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/11/26/aids-dissident-crosses-enemy-lines/) - The first real bombshell dropped about six minutes into our chat, while talking about ARV drugs. Almost too casually, JTD said “I haven’t been on meds for going on 14 months now.” I had not yet publicized my own decision to start taking ARV drugs again, though I had dropped some pretty serious hints in our email exchange about “going over to the dark side”, and I was sure he knew I was planning to restart them. The irony of JTD’s comment hit me like a slap in the face. “I can’t believe that,” I told JTD, “you quit the drugs, and I’m getting ready to take them.”This was probably the pivotal point in our conversation where my doubts and apprehensions about JTD started to soften.
- [Cancer scare: round two](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/11/17/cancer-scare-round-two/) - Once again, the choice and the decisions are mine alone to make. I have an appointment to see a doctor I really liked at the Cancer Center of Kansas City, to get his opinion, and I will be having another blood draw for the confirmatory test.Cancer risks aside, I am getting conflicting advice from various alternative healers about how I am dealing with chronic illness in general.
- [Here's to Gos Blank](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/11/04/heres-to-gos-blank/) - Most of us in his Internet online community knew Gos as a vocal advocate of the AIDS dissident community; a group of people who question and challenge the mainstream theory that the so-called Human Immunodeficiency Virus (HIV) is the sole and sufficient cause of AIDS. Yes, Gos was HIV-positive, but he insisted that the available scientific evidence does not support the notion that it is a sexually transmitted pathogen, capable of causing disease. Gos believed his positive test was a "false positive," and the result of his pre-existing illnesses.
- [On darunavir again](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/10/30/darunavir/) - I am dumping a lot of summary information here, without getting into details, but I need to start somewhere. When I zoom out and look at the big picture, it is clear that I am still a long way from being a "healthy" person, and frankly, I no longer expect to become one. The goal now is to mange chronic disease and maintain as good a quality of life as I possibly can.
- [Feeling the burn... a new way to subscribe](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/10/25/feeling-burn-new-way-to-subscribe/) - My blog continues to experience change; some wanted and some not so desirable. For several years I have been using Google's Feedburner to manage my RSS feeds and email subscriptions. It's worked well, but is apparently yet another victim of Google's insatiable habit of acquiring businesses it is not really interested in.Like Google Reader—another service
- [Checking in: quit ARV drugs again](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/07/05/checking-in/) - Gawd forbid this period of inactivity be mistaken as some sort of ill omen. What I can say is that I'm alive and doing well by most measures that matter. I am struggling with fatigue, and depression, which may help explain my absence online.I quit the low-dose darunavir monotherapy on May 29, almost exactly one year after I had restarted ARVs. I am satisfied with, if not excited about the "numbers", which I will update in a future post, along with additional news about my health and medical status.
- [Spellcaster: Eye of Newt is passé](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/05/26/spellcaster-eye-of-newt-is-old-news/) - "As he said hello I started to cry and cry. I could not believe it. I was given a second chance in life. This man is a great spiritual HIV/AIDS healer,his healing spell on aids healing is very powerfull. please brothers and sister, contact Dr HEROLD..." A new member of the Forums at Questioning AIDS recently
- [Rethinking MAF 314](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/03/15/rethinking-maf-314/) - One of the most vexing issues I've had to deal with since I started exploring alternatives to ART (antiretroviral therapy) for keeping my immune system as healthy as I can, is my inability to abide by some of the most basic rules of scientific research. I'm not beating myself up too much for this failure,
- [Planting memes](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/03/13/planting-memes/) - Rarely a day goes by that I do not scan the headlines collected from various blogs and sources by Google Reader. Smashing a recent lull in AIDS news, some pretty outrageous headlines have been breaking through lately. Last week, it was Baby AZeTa, the little girl in Mississippi who researchers claimed was cured of AIDS
- [The end of AZT?](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/03/09/the-end-of-azt/) - As I spend time this week with one of my dearest friends, a man who has been HIV-positive since at least 1987, and who has been on ARVs almost continuously since 1990, I am reminded that Affecteds have always had the option to consider alternatives to conventional pharmaceutical treatment. Last night we recalled some of
- [A tale of two AIDS babies](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/03/04/a-tale-of-two-aids-babies/) - Just a few days after news about Baby Rico broke among bloggers and other AIDS dissident outlets last week, AIDS researchers scrambled to find a way to push a very different story to the top of the corporate news chain this morning. "Baby Cured of AIDS" scream the headlines.No need to repeat all the details
- [Insane. Me?](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/03/02/insane-me/) - After meeting with my orthomolecular doctor last month to update him on my current status, and to discuss the goals I hope to accomplish this year, I found myself sitting in a chair in the laboratory draw station, waiting for Brad, the phlebotomist, to prepare all the paperwork necessary for the long list of tests
- [Save Rico](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/02/28/save-rico/) - I am getting sicker by the minute, after reading a story of horrific abuse of power by the medical establishment that broke early this morning.Tragedy has stricken a newborn infant, being held in the hospital affiliated with the Mayo Clinic, in Rochester, Minnesota. A court ordered that Rico Martinez Nagel be removed from his mother's
- [HIV and my dear friend](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/02/15/hiv-and-my-dear-friend/) - I mentioned in my last post that I frequently get messages from people, asking about something I've shared, or sharing their own story. A few days ago, I received just such an email from a person I've never met, but who I've come to know fairly well online, and we continued the exchange through yesterday.
- [Join me on my journey](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/02/14/join-me-on-my-journey/) - Today is Valentine’s Day, and I am sitting in a motel room in Wichita, Kansas, pondering: how do I dare ask friends, family and strangers to give me money so I can continue to experiment with alternative health therapies? The painful answer is: I have no choice, but to try.I left KC at 4 am,
- [AIDS Drug Treatment Guidelines: Deify or Defy?](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/02/04/drug-treatment-guidelines-deify-or-defy/) - During our last office visit a couple of months ago, the infectious disease specialist I am now seeing repeatedly referred to "The Guidelines", as if they were some kind of Holy Grail for treating her patients. The guidelines she was referring to are actually several documents, published by the U.S. Department of Health and Human
- [Just another tease](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/01/31/heres-another-tease/) - Here's another short outtake from the pre-show walkthrough that John Grosso and I had in a G+ Hangout On Air (HOA) earlier this week for tomorrow evening's Rainbow Show. Live stream begins at 7 pm CST. Please drop in to view the show live, and ask questions via the comment stream on YouTube or Google+. The stream can be
- [Hang out with me on Friday](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2013/01/30/hang-out-with-me-on-friday/) - Remember when Google+ was launched more than a year ago to compete in the social networking arena with giants like Facebook? You don't? Well, you're not alone. Despite our love/hate relationship with Facebook, few of us who had grown accustomed to that place could find the time and energy to embrace yet another site for
- [Westboro Baptist Church: whining for attention](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2012/12/26/westboro-baptist-church-whoring-for-attention/) - Once again, the crazy attention whores at Westboro Baptist Church are threatening to do more than just picket funerals. On their website, godhatesfags.com, this morning was the following message: "WBC has suffered unrelieved reproach for warning you. Now, we will happily assist in the administration of the universal outpouring of God's wrath, which shall imminently
- [A conversation with Marco Ruggiero](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2012/10/22/a-conversation-with-marco-ruggiero/) - It has taken me more than two weeks to edit and transcribe a nearly two hour conversation I had with Professor Marco Ruggiero earlier this month. Ruggiero was the keynote speaker at the 2012 Riordan IVC and Cancer Symposium, held in Wichita, Kansas earlier this month. Marco graciously sat in front of my webcam on
- [Latest surrogate markers](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2012/08/16/latest-surrogate-markers/) - Some readers have asked what effect the ARVs are having on my CD4 and PCR ("viral load") markers.I've updated the charts I've kept since 1998 with the latest results, up through July 24, 2012. You can also find these and other medical records by clicking on the "attachments" tab at the top of the page.The
- [Doing fine](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2012/07/16/doing-fine/) - I know, I know... it's been more than two months since I've blogged, but that doesn't mean something's wrong. Oh, there was that nasty summer head cold a couple of weeks ago, but otherwise I'm doing fine.I'm not ready yet to publicize what I'm doing medically, or what the results are. I'm trying to not
- [More crap from sockpuppet trolls - edited and updated](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2012/04/29/more-crap-from-sockpuppets-rewrite/) - UPDATE April 29,2012This is a rewrite of a post I made almost two weeks ago.After exchanging a series of emails, followed by a more than hour-long sincere telephone conversation with JTD yesterday afternoon, I am now convinced that the comments posted below were not made by him. It is past time to end the caustic
- [Let's talk](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2012/04/21/lets-talk-2/) - I just did something I almost never do: deleted a post. It hadn't been up very long, but it did make it out on the feed readers.It was an announcement that I was going to beta test a new service called wizpert, which wanted me to make myself available online, via Skype, as an "expert"
- [The F word](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2012/04/19/the-f-word/) - Enough already with the critics and detractors. I haven't been doing a very good job lately of keeping current with documenting my personal story, which was and is one of the primary purposes of this blog.Despite the gruesome pictures from an earlier post, I am not currently experiencing any horribly disfiguring outbreaks, lumps or other obvious manifestations of poor health. The skin on my left leg has healed nicely and is completely intact, with no breaks, scabs or sores, for the first time in more than a year. The mystery lump on the right side of my face, under my jaw, has shrunk considerably, though I can still detect it. My smile is still crooked, due to what I assume is now permanent facial nerve damage resulting from Bell's palsy. I also have a few persistent skin sores on my shoulders and back that are resisting healing.I can fall asleep anywhere, anytime.Other than these minor nuisances, my body seems fine, for the most part, and people who have known me for some time, assure me that I "look good". What is not so obvious is the extreme fatigue (the F-word),
- [Disqus...  NOT](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2012/03/07/disqus-not/) - FINAL UPDATE 12/19/2013: I've opted to stop using Disqus and have started using a commenting plugin that allows users to login in with their Facebook or Twitter account.UPDATED AGAIN 3/11/2012 @12:25 PM CST:Looks like things are working again (fingers crossed).UPDATED 3/7/2012 @4:48 PM CST:Disqus support services cannot troubleshoot the problem as long as I have the
- [The numbers game](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2012/03/06/the-numbers-game/) - I'm still trying to wade through the results of several tests that have been done, and I summarize some of the important things I've discovered in a youtube video.While I have a lot of new information, I don't necessarily have the answers yet, just more questions. At least I now have a better idea of
- [Still beggin', after all the years...](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2012/02/19/still-beggin-after-all-the-years/) - Seems I've spent most of my adult life raising money for one thing or another. Sometimes for personal needs, like the summer I spent as a teen missionary in Brazil, or my recent request for help to do intravenous vitamin C, but more often it's been for a cause.This is one of those times. And
- [Hoping to not get caught with my pants down - updated... AGAIN](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2012/01/05/hoping-to-not-get-caught-with-my-pants-down/) - If you are visiting Resistance is Fruitful on New Year's Eve or New Year's Day, you may notice some hiccups with the blog, as I am rolling out a new theme. I've got a plan of action... but we all know what that means.Although I've grown very fond of the features and the "look" I got with Suffusion,
- [Who needs t-cells, anyway?](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/12/30/who-needs-t-cells-anyway/) - There seems to be a natural tendency among some skeptics and questioners that when part of a theory or concept is proven to be flawed, any and all other aspects about it should be dismissed as well.This certainly seems to be the case for some AIDS dissidents when it comes to discussions about the significance of certain laboratory markers, in particularly certain immune cells involved in fighting infections, called CD4 t-cells. CD4 counts are, arguably, considered by mainstream AIDS experts as the single most important measure of disease progression and risk for patients acquiring opportunistic infections.
- [Talking to my (inner) self – Part 2](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/12/23/talking-to-my-inner-self-part-2/) - I briefly mentioned in my intro that I've at least dabbled with self-hypnosis, meditation, neuro-feedback and other modalities of healing involving the subconscious mind. I say dabble, because I don't feel like I've devoted enough time and effort to any of these things to consider myself very experienced.My conscious mind is usually so hyper-active that
- [Talking to my inner self - Part 1](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/12/16/talking-to-my-inner-self-part-1/) - As I have reported previously, high dose intravenous vitamin C seems to improve my energy, my mood and my sense of well-being, if not the laboratory markers often associated with HIV and AIDS. Because the infusions are so expensive, I was intrigued by the possibility of preparing my own IV sodium ascorbate ala Dr. Robert
- [Morphing's just another word for accelerated aging](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/11/23/morphings-just-another-word-for-accelerated-aging/) - I downloaded this morphing software to present "before" and "after" pix of the Highland House, but I couldn't resist having a bit of personal fun with it first.----- [youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3mjrbA3wQmU]
- [Townsend Letter publishes "Deja vu at the FDA"](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/11/20/townsend-letter-publishes-deja-vu-at-the-fda/) - I was just recently informed that the December 2011 issue of Townsend Letter - The Examiner of Alternative Medicine, which is just now arriving in the mailboxes of subscribers, published an article I wrote and published here at resistance is fruitful earlier this year. The article, entitled "Deja vu at the FDA", is not available
- [Getting a leg up this morning](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/07/29/getting-a-leg-up-this-morning/) - Maybe it's the IV vitamin C, the low dose naltrexone, or something else, but I've had better energy and mood all summer. My biggest complaints lately are mostly due to the DVT blood clots that developed sometime last month.Since this is the third time I've developed clots in my left leg, I know the drill,
- [Insults and threats from sockpuppets... oh my!](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/06/15/insults-and-empty-threats/) - I have been enjoying a break from blogging and Internet obsession for a few weeks, tending to a garden and some home improvement projects instead. My energy and mood have been better than they have been for years, and I've even got a couple of new DVT blood clots in my left leg as a
- [IVC experiment results inconclusive](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/04/26/ivc-experiment-results-inconclusive/) - Thanks to those of you who have been prodding me for an update on my experiment. A severe case of Spring Fever, along with a touch of procrastination has helped keep me from posting sooner. Now that the rain is keeping me inside, I'll try to catch up.When I first started this blog, it was
- [A link I never expected - UPDATED](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/03/20/a-link-i-never-expected/) - Tim Horn, an Administrator and paid staff member of the AIDSmeds forums, recently gave me a compliment. I think. Horn posted a thread at those forums, acknowledging the transition of Emery Taylor, which I reported on a few weeks ago.Horn called this blog "one clear-eyed 'alternative hypothesis' site", and I appreciate that. Really, I do.Too
- [Friends help make experimental IVC trial possible](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/03/18/friends-help-make-experimental-ivc-trial-possible/) - Mark A. Hicks, illustratorI made a commitment last month to give intravenous vitamin C (IVC) a serious shot at resolving some ongoing health concerns I have, especially these mysterious lymphatic masses, or cysts, or whatever they are on the side of my face.I made that decision during my latest visit to the Riordan Clinic, which
- [Deja vu at the FDA](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/03/10/deja-vu-at-the-fda/) - This feels like déjà vu.Nearly thirty years ago I helped organize hundreds of AIDS activists to demonstrate at FDA headquarters in Silver Spring, MD, as well as organized die-ins at the agency's regional headquarters here in Kansas City, to demand faster access to experimental new drugs to fight AIDS. I doubt if any of us
- [The sick psychology of voodoo hexes and pointing bones](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/03/07/the-sick-psychology-of-voodoo-hexes-and-pointing-bones/) - Bone pointing is an ancient curse used by the aborigines of Australia. The vengeful person takes a kangaroo bone, carves a point at one end, and drills a hole through the other. He then passes a single strand of the victim's hair through the hole and ties it in place. In a usually public display
- [What really happened to Emery Taylor?](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/02/28/what-really-happened-to-emery-taylor/) - Note: I'd like to welcome those of you visiting this site from the forums at aidsmed.com. This may be the first time that a mainstream AIDS site has referred to this blog as a "clear-eyed 'alternative hypothesis' site," and I'm flattered. Given that, I hope you will look around a bit. A good place to
- [VIDEO:  DIY intravenous vitamin C](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/02/11/diy-intravenous-vitamin-c-on-youtube/) - My latest youtube video relates the travails that have led me to doing my own intravenous vitamin C at home, and describes the process of preparing an infusion.[youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mgRoR1-qw8Y]
- [Zoom, zoom, zoom](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/02/10/zoom-zoom-zoom/) - As I noted in my last post, I've been mucking around with various themes, settings and other changes, trying to figure out why my blog response times were so slow, and why I was experiencing so much downtime. I am now convinced that the real problem was due to my (now former) webhosting service ixwebhosting.com,
- [Troubleshooting -UPDATED](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/02/04/troubleshooting/) - Blog downtime for the last 30 days, according to pingdom.comPlease excuse this bare-bones look. I am reverting to the WordPress default theme for my blog while I do some troubleshooting.I am getting reports that my blog is experiencing performance problems lately and I am trying to determine if the problem is with my web hosting
- [The other Big C](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/01/26/the-other-big-c/) - Since I first mentioned on Facebook that I was going to do high dose intravenous vitamin C (IVC), friends there have been asking me to describe what the experience is like. How odd that I have had to think so hard about how to respond to such a seemingly simple request.Maybe I'm just not sure
- [Here's to my Perennial Favorites](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/01/25/heres-to-my-perennial-favorites/) - My sister Merrilee and her partner Diana work hard making a living selling plants. It sounds fun and easy, but I know it's very hard work for both of them.Perennial Favorites recently changed its domain name and is starting a blog, so here are a couple of links to help Google and other search engines
- [Testing, testing... is that an OAT?](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/01/25/testing-testing-whats-that-oat-doing-there/) - I've fallen behind on sharing quite a bit of information about my recent medical adventures. I don't know where to begin, or how much to divulge publicly. Not out of concerns for privacy—I've chosen to be an open book about my experiences—but because I don't want to bore folks with the myriad of details. If
- [Denying the AIDStream](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/01/20/denying-the-aidstream/) - Some of my AIDS dissident friends reject outright the tests used by mainstream AIDS (AIDStream) doctors to evaluate 'HIV-positive' patients and to determine if and when to start treating them with highly active antiretroviral therapy (HAART), more commonly known as the "AIDS cocktail" of drugs. While I agree with them that we can't know for
- [Using health advocacy to raise $](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/01/13/using-health-advocacy-to-raise/) - I now understand better why the Alliance for Natural Health (ANH) issued their "Action Alert" last week about the (still unproven) imminent loss of intravenous vitamin C therapy if we don't all send a loud and strident enough message to the evil FDA.That appeal from ANH that I wrote about last week was quickly picked
- [Post withdrawn](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/01/11/post-withdrawn/) - Thank gawd for friends willing to help me get back on the road!Several caring close friends and family have asked me to remove my last post, mostly out of their concern for my own health and well-being. What good is having friends if I'm not willing to trust them to see what I apparently cannot?The
- [Baylor Health's AIDS expert now a contortion artist](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/01/08/baylor-healths-aids-expert-now-a-contortion-artist/) - Courtesy Library of CongressI pledged a few months ago that I wasn't going to give him any more attention, but AIDS drug cheerleader J Todd DeShong has outdone himself recently by declaring that intravenous vitamin C is more toxic and dangerous than the antiretroviral drugs (ARVs) used to treat "HIV". I can't resist exposing his
- [All roads lead to resistance is fruitful](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/01/08/all-roads-lead-to-resistance-is-fruitful/) - Not surprisingly, one of the most common search terms for this blog is "resistance is fruitful" or resistanceisfruitful (no spaces). It's good to know that the name has caught on with some folks.Now, that same domain name with the ".net" and ".org" extensions also point to this blog, so no matter how you type it,
- [IV vitamin C "Action Alert" needs to be substantiated (updated)](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2011/01/05/iv-vitamin-c-action-alert-needs-to-be-substantiated/) - If you Google "intravenous vitamin c fda" for the last 24 hours, you'll see that an "action alert" from the Alliance for Natural Health has spawned dozens of copy cat "reports" on blogs and websites across the Internet in less than a day.Strategically, this may be a great way to put the FDA on alert
- [Stressful, costly and preventable medical mistakes are contraindicated for repeat customers](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/12/11/stressful-costly-preventable-medical-mistakes-contraindicated-repeat-customers/) - I remember little else, until I was in post-op, waiting to wake up enough for them to allow Michael to join me. I wrote off the look in his face as general concern and my own grogginess. Only later did I learn that he had just had his own, first encounter with Doctor, who told him that "it didn't look good", that I "probably had lymphoma", and that I "would probably need chemo". He was so distraught that he wasn't even able to relate this news to me until after I had left the hospital the next day.
- [Fear:  FAIL](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/12/09/fear-fail/) - I just got the call from the infectious disease clinic informing me that the chest x-ray showed my lungs are "extended and clear", with no sign of tuberculosis. Now it's time to settle down and get back to our regular programming: just being healthy. No more tests, no more fearmongering.
- [Prescribing fear](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/12/07/prescribing-fear/) - In a previous post, I focused on the good news about learning that I do not have cancer. After several weeks of being increasing led to believe that because they were unable to explain the cause for the lumps in my parotid gland, doctors thought I must have lymphoma.Once that possibility was ruled out, a
- [Note to gay community: Don't celebrate World AIDS Day, Question it!](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/12/01/note-to-gay-community-dont-celebrate-world-aids-day-question-it-2/) - from my Facebook notes:Question World AIDS Dayby Jonathan Barnett on Wednesday, December 1, 2010 at 4:45amTo my well intentioned and thoughtful friends—especially my gay friends—who are promoting World AIDS Day today: There is nothing wrong at all with remembering friends and loved ones lost to AIDS, but please take off the self-imposed blinders that prevent
- [Lemonade! (It's not cancer)](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/11/29/lemonade-its-not-cancer/) - I got the very good news this afternoon that the lumps in my jowl are not cancerous. I do not have words to describe the relief, and in fact, I'm not sure it has really sunk in yet.That's how convincingly the doctors had led Michael and me to believe that I had some form of
- [Sucking lemons](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/11/20/sucking-lemons/) - Kali and Bella are not impressed with the ER doctor's compression bandage on my neck. I call it my hijab.I have sure been having second thoughts lately about publicly revealing so much about what's going on with my health. It was pretty easy to write and blog when my health was improving and things were
- ["HIV" still causes EVERYTHING - part 2](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/11/13/hiv-still-causes-everything-part-2/) - I had my first parotid cyst at least 25 years ago, long before I ever tested "positive".I blogged in March about being diagnosed with Bell's palsy, presumably caused by "HIV", simply because I tested positive.About that same time I began to experience what I thought were "swollen glands", a condition I frequently had as a
- [Warning:  It might be a bumpy ride... again](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/10/16/warning-it-might-be-a-bumpy-ride-again/) - I've lost all patience with my current web hosting service, ixwebhosting.com. My website and email have been down more often than up for two days now, and they are still having a lot of problems. This isn't the first time my blog has experienced technical problems with their hosting service, and based on reviews and
- [Pharmaceutical solutions to AIDS are not enough](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/09/29/pharmaceutical-solutions-to-aids-are-not-enough/) - A recent phone conversation with a friend is helping me to continue to refine what I want to focus on as an AIDS dissident activist. In a passionate outburst that revealed a new side of his character, he blurted out his dismay that our society in general and our gay community in particular seems to be willing to settle for a solution to AIDS that relies exclusively on drugs from the pharmaceutical industry.
- [Breathe. Focus. Balance.](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/09/27/breathe-focus-balance/) - (photo by: JuanJ) I admit that I am an erratic blogger. When I started writing again a couple of years ago after a nearly decade-long break, there was a lot of pent-up inspiration to produce posts regularly. What exactly I wanted to write about has taken a few turns along the way as well, but
- [Creating & Healing AIDS—a pozitive affirmation](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/09/20/creating-healing-aids/) - The notion that HIV exists is a farce.When energy is not able to move freely through your chakras (energy centers in the body that generate your physical form), illness can result. Negative thinking causes blockages in energy moving through the body which can lead to physical manifestations of disease in your body. Illness is the
- [Something of Interest](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/08/08/something-of-interes/) - Note: Speculation by some of my more rabid critics of my impending death just because I haven't blogged for awhile is greatly exaggerated. My muse has been on vacation while I have been in one of my reflective modes (read: dealing with fatigue) lately. To tide my more avid readers over, here is a post
- [The other AIDS conference](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/07/16/the-other-aids-conference/) - I'm just putting my 2 cents worth out here to help let the world (especially the media) know that there is more than one international AIDS conference taking place in Vienna this weekend.AIDS - Knowledge and Dogma, Conditions for the Emergence and Decline of Scientific Theories features speakers from around the world to address questions,
- [Practicing while under the influence of Pharma](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/07/08/practicing-while-under-the-influence-of-pharma-2/) - (image courtesy of The Ethical Nag)Just how much are physicians influenced by pharmaceutical reps bearing gifts? It's a question recently posed in this report on Medscape, based on posts at a physician-only discussion group.The original question seems simple enough: "Are you influenced by the ads on paper and pens?" It was asked by a family
- [What's wrong with being #2?](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/07/02/whats-wrong-with-being-2/) - I've written before about my interest in geeky stuff like the Alexa website rankings. A fellow AIDS dissident turned me on to Alexa last year, using it to point out how many Dissident websites and blogs there are out there, and how favorably many of them rank, especially compared to those websites that exist solely
- [How about those HERVs?](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/06/03/how-about-those-hervs/) - Could it be that we are getting closer to a (more) unified alternative explanation for what causes "AIDS"? There are several recently published articles, as well as conversations between the authors, that just may prove to be the impetus for such a epiphany.This is not about some startling new discovery. It is the work of
- [Science without contradictions is not really science](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/05/14/science-without-contradictions-is-not-real-science/) - A few days ago I wrote about just two recent media reports of contradictory scientific findings that try to explain how the human immune system works. The point was that science does not yet have a unified theory concerning either the immune system, or even the very nature of viruses. It is difficult to understand
- [Ethical blogging - updated AGAIN](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/05/13/ethical-blogging/) - Seth Kalichman, someone named Lisa and J Todd Deshong huddle at "The Harvard Symposium", an anti-AIDS dissident forum hastily organized last October in an attempt to counter the RethinkingAIDS 2009 Conference. (photo from dissidents4dumbees.blogspot.com)Is it ethical to withhold comments from rude and obnoxious haters?Yes, I'm talking about my most active critic, Baylor Health Care System's
- [Is the bubble about to burst?](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/05/11/is-the-bubble-about-to-burst/) - Call it intuition, but something tells me that it is about time for science to be turned on its head for being wrong. Again.Recently, published reports from various scientific fields offer new insight about possible ways the human immune system wards off disease, specifically those conditions blamed on viruses, such as AIDS and hepatitis.For starters,
- [My HIV doc is following 1985 guidelines in 2010](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/05/03/my-hiv-doc-is-following-1985-guidelines-in-2010/) - 11+ years of viral load testingI continue to monitor my CD4 and viral load for a number of reasons that make sense to me, and as a result I can graph the last 11+ years of these numbers.I have updated these graphs and posted them here so others can see how wildly variable these numbers
- [aidsmeds.com tries to infect me with a (computer) virus](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/04/17/aidsmed-com-tries-to-infect-me-with-a-virus/) - Oh, the irony.While surfing the poz.com website this morning, I clicked on a link to their sister site, aidsmeds.com and got this warning from my computer's anti-virus program:For the record: I do believe it is a good idea to practice safer-surfing practices and to always use protection online.
- [Viruses in the medicine cabinet?](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/04/06/viruses-in-the-medicine-cabinet/) - My health problems are supposedly due to a virus, and I'm beginning to think that just might be the case, but before anyone jumps to conclusions, let me explain. The word virus has been in use for more than six centuries, though the first infectious pathogen to be named as one—the tobacco mosaic virus—was discovered
- [Dissenting from Dissent - I am an AIDS Denialist](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/04/04/dissenting-from-dissent-i-am-an-aids-denialist/) - What is this chatter in the AIDS dissidence community lately about banning the word "denialist"? When did this become the most compelling matter for us to confront at this time in our history?Of course the use of derogatory terms by others to define us should be challenged, and AIDS Dissidents have been challenging the label
- [Gay Related Intestinal Dysbiosis (GRID):  the video](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/03/25/gay-related-intestinal-dysbiosis-grid-the-video/) - Tony LanceI've gotten to know Tony Lance personally the last few months. The more we visit, the more things we seem to discover we share in common.Both of us are gay men who came out just before, or in the very earliest years of the Gay Plague.We are both "poz" and living without taking any
- [Latest "AIDS" research:  Smoking damages lungs](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/03/19/latest-aids-research-smoking-damages-lungs/) - courtesy of freefoto.comAIDS researchers continue to stretch the limits in finding excuses to spend some of the billions of dollars worth of funding being made available to them. Lately, the anti-smoking forces have been rallying to compete for a piece of the HIV research pie.This morning's news brought this "study" about the lung damage caused
- [Some people really needle me!](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/03/11/some-people-really-needle-me/) - Have you ever wondered how I can stand being needled sometimes? Or perhaps you think I have a prickly personality? Need more proof that I have thick skin? This is my third acupuncture treatment for Bell's palsy. I'm an old hand at acupuncture and have utilized it for more than 10 years now. An acupuncture
- [Baylor's online AIDS researcher digs up old graves](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/03/07/aids-dissident-hater-digs-up-old-graves/) - No one wants to see the grave of a loved one disturbed. It's dishonorable, distasteful, and usually illegal.That is exactly what happened this weekend though.There is a page on my blog called "the graveyard", a list of dead friends that I published as a response to those who claimed that every time an AIDS dissident
- [HIV causes EVERYTHING](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/03/02/hiv-causes-everything/) - I developed Bell's palsy (BP) yesterday, a couple of days after striking the left side of my head rather severely on the sharp, hard edge of my car door.After self-diagnosing my symptoms, I was reluctant to seek any medical care, mainly because there really is no successful treatment or cure for BP. Most people recover
- [AIDS drugs:  A second opinion](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/02/17/aids-drugs-second-opinion/) - [youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xAw7oot55tY&hl=en_US&fs=1&]David Rasnick, PhD: Do ARVs Save Lives? The raw dataRethinking AIDS Conference November 6-8, 2009 Oakland, CA
- [Remembering Johnny](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/02/15/remembering-johnny/) - "Let's go to lunch," Tracy said, seeing how frustrated I was after discovering that I had miscalculated the distance needed to rough-in a door that I was helping her install in a newly framed wall."Fine. How about chile rellenos?""I know this restaurant," she said, "but I don't remember the name... down on Southwest Boulevard. You
- [A little weighting can really tip the scales](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/02/12/a-little-weighting-can-really-tip-the-scales/) - Did I ever tell you that I used to be a “database specialist” in the marketing department of an HMO?Well, I did, and it was a very enlightening opportunity to observe the behind-the-scenes maneuvering of corporate America and our so-called “health care” system.My job was to parse data. By parse, I mean to find a
- [Gut health, gay men and AIDS](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/02/12/gut-health-gay-men-aids/) - Tony Lance knows about gay men, because he is one. He has spent years studying and developing a theory that explains how and why so many of us develop poor health and damaged immune systems.Lance proposes that the disease affecting so many gay men is actually caused by disruption and destruction of the intestinal tract,
- [Life lessons from The Pit](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/02/11/the-pit/) - Anyone who has lived or grown up on or near a farm in the midwest, will no doubt recognize one of these steel grain storage bins. They come in various sizes and are used to store grain destined for an area storage elevator or feed for livestock.We had several of these bins at various locations
- [Caution: AIDS testing may cause dizziness](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/02/08/circular-reasoning-aids-tests/) - A recent experience drove home for me that the rotted foundation for explaining AIDS is still trying to support some pretty inexcusable medical practices at local doctors' offices.My partner Michael is taking a class to get his EMS (Emergency Medical Services) certificate. One of the course requirements is that he get a series of Hepatitis
- [Gay folk from Colby Kansas on facebook](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/02/06/gay-colby-kansas-facebook-2/) - I grew up in the small farming community of Colby, Kansas. Until I was 14 years of age, I lived with my father's extended family on a wheat and hog farm a few miles north of town. There were so many Barnett families living within a half mile of each other that some people called
- [Life in a database](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/02/02/life-database/) - Most of my work the last few decades have involved that interface... that point of contact between human beings and the computer.I've written previously about my earliest experience with computers in the 1970s, while still in high school, where I advocated for the first computer programming course at Colby High School. We ran our simple
- [KC gay rights debate--20 years ago](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/02/01/kc-gay-rights-debate/) - I found some old video recordings of the televised public hearings for Kansas City's gay rights ordinance 20 years ago. Between the poor quality of the original VCR tapes and the transition to digital, they look even older than that.[youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-dTZTuoWoQE&hl=en_US&fs=1&]You gotta' love those glasses! City council committee hearings here are televised on a local
- [Repeat a lie often enough and people will believe it*](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/01/27/repeat-a-lie-often-enough-and-people-will-believe-it/) - The Canadian Broadcasting Center (CBC) is doing what the mainstream media does so well for AIDS apologists: repeating inaccurate headlines without reading or thinking:Premature Aging of the Brain Seen in HIV PatientsThat is simply not what this study reports, and I blogged about it just a few days ago here.It is pretty obvious that the
- [Ford profits from traditional values boycott - UPDATED](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/01/27/ford-profits-traditional-values-boycott-afa/) - In 2007 and 2008 the boycott-happy Christian rightist organization American Family Association was touting its alleged success at beating down Ford Motor Company with a boycott because of that company's gay-friendly marketing at Pride events.Never mind that American car manufacturers across the board were suffering from weak sales and bloated inventories of gas hogs during
- [Peter Staley's vivid pharma profit dream$](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/01/27/peter-staley-vivid-pharma-profit-dream/) - Peter loves all things Pharmaceutical and that is no surprise, considering he apparently lives a pretty good life taking his cut from Pharma profits. As he himself admits, he founded aidsmed.com so he could get off of his low paying disability income. The extent of his sell out is apparent to anyone looking at all the drug ads plastered above his mug on his blog.Still, his latest post is pretty gauche, even for him. Peter all but begs Gilead, manufacturer of the top selling AIDS drug Atripla, to share some of their ever increasing profits with groups like his. "I certainly hope they're giving back to affected communities -- generously and often," Peter writes.
- [Westboro Baptist goes Gaga on youtube](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/01/26/westboro-baptist-goes-gaga-on-youtube/) - Last month the audio version. This month the video:[youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TEgxBOtAOIM&hl=en_US&fs=1&]Megan Phelps whores Lady GagaRelated post: Topeka, Kansas: The next Jonestown?
- [This is your brain on AIDS drugs](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/01/22/your-brain-on-aids-drugs/) - Remember 2004 and 2005? The years you couldn’t walk without falling and spraining your ankles?You could no longer climb the stairs in your home without dropping to your hands and knees, and could only come back down by crawling backwards?Do you remember the times you came out of unconsciousness to see the faces of friends
- [I really, really, don’t care what causes AIDS](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/01/21/dont-care/) - Once in a while I come across a piece of writing that resonates so closely with my own experiences that I want to say “I wish I had written that”. Carl Stryg wrote just such an essay recently, published at The Truth Barrier, a website founded by journalist Celia Farber. From the first paragraph, Stryg
- [News flash: AIDS not transmitted by chemically induced erections](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/01/17/viagra-aids/) - What to do when research doesn’t provide the desired results? Conduct another study and change the parameters, of course.According to the AIDS mantra, penetrative sex without latex is the highest risk behavior for transmission of the HI virus. Yet, a recent study from the University of Florida–a state with a greater than usual interest in
- [1,722,713 to go - updated](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/01/15/1722713-to-go/) - Please pardon me while I toot my own horn for just a minute because I’m pretty excited about how quickly a few tweaks have improved the visibility of my blog.Online blogging platforms, such as WordPress and Blogger, and social networking sites like facebook have made blogging quite the simple task for many people. Unless you
- [Quitting drugs is not enough](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/01/12/quitting-drugs-is-not-enough-2/) - Some folks who have read my story about quitting AIDS drugs and nearly two dozen other prescription drugs seem to think I attribute my improved health to that choice alone.It isn’t that simple.There is no doubt in my mind that taking so many prescription drugs, even under the care of physicians, was damaging me and
- [Thanks bro, for the updated logo](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/01/10/thanks-bro-for-the-updated-logo/) - My artist brother Gordon helped me update my logo and avatar so it has a much more pleasing, stylized look for use online. The original tattoo can be seen in a previous post about how this particular icon, which I call "somos uno", came into being.As much as I love the tattoo on my shin
- [What's inside that expensive water purifier?](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/01/09/whats-inside-that-expensive-water-purifier/) - Most people who pursue an "alternative" or natural approach to health will be familiar with the importance of drinking plenty of clean, pure water. Of course, we're told, tap water in most cities isn't really that pure.While Kansas City boasts of having some of the best treated water in the country, what comes out of
- [Blog broke. Fixed now. Not your fault](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/01/02/blog-broke/) - It's been a rough weekend for blogging.My blog hosting service, ixwebhosting.com, moved my blog to an upgraded server, which is a good thing. When this process is done it takes 48 to 72 hours to "propagate" across the web. This is not so good.What this means is that my blog has been inaccessible for a
- [Norway gets it:  antibiotics cause disease](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2010/01/01/norway-gets-it-antibiotics-cause-disease/) - For evidence that overuse of antibiotics and other drugs is causing more health problems than they cure, one need look no further than Norway.~Antibiotics and MRSA That country embarked on a campaign 25 years ago to eradicate MRSA (antibiotic resistant staph infection) which has proven remarkably successful. A key component of that campaign: cutting back
- [Lady Gaga spoofed by the freaks at Westboro Baptist Church](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/12/31/lady-gaga-spoofed-by-the-freaks-at-westboro-baptist-church/) - Megan Phelps-Roper, a member of the infamous Westboro Baptist Church, sings this parody of Lady Gaga's "Poker Face".I'm not a fan nor follower of the lady, but have heard this song of course, and Phelps-Roper's parody is a riot!Click here to follow along with the lyrics. Link no longer works. Anyone know where the lyrics
- [Under Construction - NOT!](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/12/28/under-constructio/) - YIKES! I think and hope that I may have just redirected my blog from wordpress.com to my own domain. If successful, this move will not affect any regular readers, but you should note the new URL, update your browsers' favorites, bookmarks, or whatever you call them. Secondly, hit one of the "subscribe" buttons in the
- [Happy anniversary to resistance is fruitful](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/12/27/happy-anniversary-to-resistance-is-fruitful/) - I started this blog one year ago today.What a difference a year can make.After several years of self-imposed isolation--mostly due to the effects caused by being over-drugged by allopathic doctors--I started re-emerging as a participant in the world around me.Blogging was a part of that.I started blogging mostly for myself, thinking it would be a
- [Getting half a loaf is... well, getting screwed!](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/12/19/half-a-loaf-is-well-it-is-getting-screwed/) - Michael sent me to the store this morning to get some bread for breakfast.When I got home, he noticed that I'd only gotten a half loaf. We'd paid for a loaf of bread. He expected to receive a loaf of bread.In response to his puzzled look, I could only shrug and say "well, half a
- [Better AIDS drugs, or just fewer suicides?](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/12/19/better-aids-drugs-or-just-fewer-suicides/) - I'm on a roll this month with AIDS research reports that intrigue me, particularly because so many of them raise more questions than they answer. I'm not sure if there is a Holiday uptick in these reports, or if the cold weather just means I have more time on my hands to sit at the
- [The slippery slope of AIDS drugs](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/12/18/the-slippery-slope-of-aids-drugs/) - A review of this week's list of research into current treatments for so-called HIV infection shows how patients seeking care in their doctor's office can end up being on a long list of pharmaceutical drugs, mostly to treat the effects of ARVs (antiretroviral drugs).There is a push to get more and more people on these
- [Rabid fox no match for AIDS dissident](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/12/16/rabid-fox-no-match-for-aids-dissident/) - Keep reading to find out why I just could not resist the headline. But first, there is a little discussion about AIDS vaccine research I need to get out of the way.I did a double take when I saw this report promising "further progress" in the search for an AIDS vaccine. Don't worry, I will
- [How to profit from an AIDS denialist](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/12/12/how-to-profit-from-an-aids-denialist/) - Have I got a great investment opportunity for one of those AIDS apologists--someone who believes that any person testing positive for HIV antibodies will inevitably get AIDS and die in short order if they don't take the drugs.I have a life insurance policy that I can no longer afford to keep, and I've decided to
- [Belated World AIDS Day video](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/12/05/for-world-aids-day/) - This is one of the best videos highlighting many of the unanswered questions about HIV and AIDS I've seen this year. Well worth the fifteen minutes it takes to watch on this World AIDS Day.[vimeo clip_id=7946348]
- [Questioners not allowed at "HIV Controllers" forum](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/12/05/questioners-not-allowed-at-hiv-controllers-forum/) - I have probably spent at least ten thousand hours online the last ten years or so and I am still stumbling onto new blogs and websites that deal with HIV and AIDS issues from various perspectives, so I'm pretty familiar with the most common inconsistencies, aka "mysteries", of the HIV=AIDS hypothesis. Still, I was taken
- [Happy Birthday, Michael](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/11/22/happy-birthday-michael/) - Michael and I have been together nearly 30 years. Most of those years we have had dogs. When our last dog died two years ago, we decided we needed a break from the responsibility and expense of pet ownership. I could tell Michael missed Lucy and Shadow and realized how much he had doted on
- [Leg is better, thanks for asking](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/10/23/leg-is-better-thanks-for-asking/) - I just completed the third week of therapy for my left leg. A combination of compression therapy, using elastic bandages, and manual lymph drainage massage has produced some promising results. The swelling is gone, the infection has cleared and all the sores have healed... for the first time in years. I only wish now that
- [J Todd DeShong - Baylor Health's online AIDS diagnostician - UPDATED](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/09/26/j-todd-deshong-baylor-health-care-systems-online-aids-diagnostician/) - Normally I wouldn't want to waste this much time or bandwidth on such a matter, but the questionable activities involved justify calling this insignificant gnat out. He's finally irritated me enough that I have to swat him. Besides, I'm off my feet for a few days and have some extra time on my hands, or
- ["House of Number" viewers agree to disagree](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/08/14/1041/) - [youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zGSlSG3pA5o] Two "HIV-positive" viewers with completely different opinions and experiences recommend this film.Now showing at film festivals in the U.S. and Europe. Check their website for current schedule, or sign up there for email alerts to find out when it will screen in your area.
- [Must-see "AIDS" film to show in KC](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/08/13/must-see-aids-documentary-to-show-in-kansas-city/) - The HIV/AIDS story is being rewrittenI've been anxiously waiting to see House of Numbers, the most talked about documentary dealing with AIDS this year. Now the film has been booked to show at the Kansas International Film Festival next month.To get an idea of the significance of the confusing and contradictory comments made by leading
- [Help send a missionary to Oakland (updated)](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/07/19/ra2009-missionary/) - I really want to attend the 2009 Rethinking AIDS conference, to be held in Oakland this fall, but am not sure I'll be able to afford it since Michael has just been laid off from his job.Asking for money is not a new experience for me. Getting it, however is another story. My first attempt
- [New webcam for youtube videos](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/07/15/new-webcam-for-youtube-videos/) - I just posted a new video on youtube, discussing the LOTTI study I blogged about yesterday. Video is a new medium for me and I had such a positive response from my first video that I hope it helps get this message of hope out to more people. This second video has far higher quality, thanks
- [LOTTI: Take a vacation from AIDS drugs](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/07/13/take-a-vacation-from-aids-drugs/) - The LOTTI study, based in Italy, found that patients taking highly active anti-retroviral treatment (HAART) for HIV/AIDS who took a "vacation" from drug treatment fared as well as those who remained on their drugs continuously. This study offers a desperately needed offer of hope for those in treatment who cannot tolerate the AIDS drugs' toxicity, or who want to avoid know side effects such as disfigurement and organ failure.
- [Facebook made me do it](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/07/12/facebook-made-me-do-it/) - I've been negligent about blogging for several weeks. I also became disillusioned with Open Salon and deleted all my posts there, which is a shame because I had developed something of an audience. I just didn't feel comfortable with the direction the site was headed. Their decision to place advertising on my blog that I
- [Topeka Kansas: the next Jonestown?](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/04/24/topeka-kansas-the-next-jonestown/) - ~Amazing stories keep coming from Gossip Boy, an online gay publication based in Oklahoma City.His latest post reveals hints that the infamous Westboro Baptist Church Phelps clan, known for picketing funerals and carrying signs proclaiming "God Hates Fags", may be ready to commit a Jim Jones-like farewell party.If you're like me, you probably don't monitor
- [Rethinking AIDS Day](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/04/23/rethinking-aids-day/) - April 23 is Rethinking AIDS Day. Good thing someone decided such a day is needed, because I've been procrastinating and struggling to write the "AIDS Dissidence 101" post for Open Salon, where I also blog, that several people there have requested for quite some time now. One of the biggest problem I've encountered is trying
- [Iowa gay marriage edict decried by all male group in dresses](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/04/06/iowa-gay-marriage-edict-decried-by-all-male-group-in-dresses/) - Iowa's Catholic bishops vigorously disagreed with the Iowa Supreme Court's unanimous decision April 3 that strikes down state law defining marriage as a union of one man and one woman," according to this press release from Catholic News Services.The report failed to define "vigorous", but I did manage find a few evocative photos:
- [The Village Voice buries the bodies](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/04/03/the-village-voice-buries-the-bodies/) - .I've recently gotten to know Liam Scheff personally. He is a compassionate man who takes his role as an independent journalist seriously. Now, he has is the focus of attacks by the media because he exposed the painful and horrifying story of forced drug trials on orphans in New York City.I am lending my blog
- [House of Numbers - the end of AIDS?](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/04/01/house-of-numbers-the-end-of-aids/) - House of Numbers, a new documentary film, will premier April 19th at the Nashville Film Festival.According to the plot summary at imdb.com:In 'House of Numbers,' an AIDS film like no other, the HIV/AIDS story is being rewritten. This is the first film to present the uncensored POVs of virtually all the major players; in their
- [doin' it with cartouche](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/03/30/doin-it-with-cartouche/) - An interview on Open SalonBesides this blog, I am a member of and contributor to Open Salon, another unique blogging/social networking site. While many of my posts are cross-posted, both sites also host unique offerings from me.This morning's post is an interview conducted by another OS member, cartouche.If you want to see more of me,
- [Gays in Iraq are not debating marriage (updated... again)](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/03/28/gays-in-iraq-are-not-debating-marriage/) - Update #3 August 14, 2009 After months of delay, Iraqi LGBT has finally published a financial accounting for funds raised and spent. Michael Petrelis has been far more active than me in following this matter, so once again I'll just refer interested readers to his report here. It's a relief to know that donations requested
- [Those poor affluent gays](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/03/21/those-poor-affluent-gays/) - Gays and lesbians are far more affluent as a group than their hetero counterparts.That's been an accepted marketing mantra for decades. I know. When I worked for a gay newspaper in the 1990s we used various "research" reports that gave the numbers. Even then I puzzled about how these research marketing firms got their numbers.Now
- [Anita Bryant to resume anti-gay crusade](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/03/20/anita-bryant-to-resume-anti-gay-crusade/) - James Miko is a ballsy reporter with Gossip Boy an Oklahoma City gay e-magazine. Miko recently went undercover to investigate the infamous 1970s orange juice queen and anti-gay crusader Anita Bryant and in the process uncovered much more than he bargained for.Using his newfound friendship with Bryant, Miko updates his readers on her career and
- [DC: Epidemic of HIV, testing or media hype?](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/03/19/stop-the-press-40-decrease-in-hiv-in-washington-dc/) - Most of us have seen the headlines by now about the rampant spread of AIDS in Washington, DC. It's worse even than Africa, right?It is if you rely on the AP, Newsday, NY Times and other mainstream media that parrots them for your information.Surveillance data for prevelance of HIV and AIDS is easily misunderstood and
- [HIV does not cause AIDS video](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/03/13/hiv-does-not-cause-aids-video/) - For some reason the blogger known as disinter has linked to my blog for a video he had found interesting entitled HIV = AIDS Fact or Fraud? (Note: that link is no longer valid. Try this one instead, or Google the video title.)This 1996 video is rather dated, but still worth viewing for those who
- [I'm  positive](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/03/10/im-positive/) - More than ten years ago I wrote about what I was thinking and feeling immediately after I got my diagnosis of "HIV-positive".What I wrote then shows how I was once a fervent believer in the mainstream AIDS cult. Since then I have come to a dissident perspective on my own, and was actually surprised to
- [Marketing AID$ is big bucks (updated)](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/03/06/marketing-aids-is-big-bucks/) - It is not just about saving lives or finding a cure. It's very much about making money, and AIDS treatments have long been considered a global marketing opportunity.Mainstream AIDS proponents hate to have this issue brought up and would like to pretend that no one is getting rich from the current test-everyone-and-give-them-drugs public health strategy.Yet
- [Another victim of AIDS treatments dies](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/03/03/victim-of-aids-treatment/) - This post is for Seth Kalichmen and Peter Staley and joe.by.god and all the other AIDS drug pushers who so brutally bashed Christine Maggiore when she died recently. (For an account of Christine's passing from someone who actually knew her,visit her memorial site.)Now yet another one of "yours" has died. How should we note his
- [Last Exit interviews Celia Farber](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/03/02/last-exit-interviews-celia-farber/) - And in terms of me and the media, I guess I’m looking at the media and saying, you are not exactly in great shape, are you? I might be in better shape than you. Because of this bullshit, because they have not spoken to people. They formed this tower for themselves and really just didn’t
- ["Reduce the burden" is focus of new website](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/02/27/reduce-the-burden/) - There is a new website online for those questioning the mainstream AIDS hypothesis, and I'm impressed.reducetheburden.org is a veritable warehouse of research documentation from dozens, perhaps hundreds of sources ranging from Natural News to the AP, challenging the status quo about AIDS and making it a bookmark site for anyone confronting a chronic disease.Here is
- [How I became a Taliban](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/02/22/how-i-became-a-taliban/) - I confess.Lock me up, torture me and ship me off to some lawless land so you can shove embers under my fingernails and then stone me until I'm dead. I deserve that and worse. Maybe my corpse should be dragged across a stony field for good measure, the remains left for scavengers and vermin.I confess
- [somos uno -- the avatar](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/02/20/somos-uno-the-avatar/) - Throughout the procedure I watched the rainbow flags flutter on Market Street. That's what flags do in the Castro--the heart of San Francisco's gay community--they flutter. Especially rainbow flags.Rainbow flags flutter on San Francisco's Market Street (photo: QueerBeacon.com)It hurt more than I expected. The dental drill-like vibration against my shin bone radiated throughout my body
- [Who wants to survive AIDS?](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/02/16/who-wants-to-survive-aids/) - Wordpress provides bloggers with a tool that reports the search terms that result in a link to this blog. Needless to say, as a relatively new blogger I don't get much traffic here.About once a week or so, however, I notice someone is finding this site by searching for something like "survive AIDS". Yesterday it
- [My socialist Kansas upbringing](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/02/11/my-socialist-kansas-upbringing-2/) - (Note: This was originally written as my first blog post on OpenSalon (account no longer active) February 6, 2009, where it was selected as an Editor's Pick and People's Pick.) I have only a few fond memories of growing up in Colby, Kansas in the 1960s. Actually, I was raised on a wheat farm about
- [More cause for questioning](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/01/15/more-cause-for-questioning/) - After writing yesterday's post, I came across this article in the New York Review of Books, written by Marcia Angell, former editor of no less than the New England Journal of Medicine, currently Senior Lecturer in the Department of Social Medicine at Harvard Medical School.In this must read, entitled "Drug Companies & Doctors: A Story
- [Cause(s) for questioning AIDS](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/01/14/causes-for-questioning-aids/) - There may be some points of disagreement among us dissidents, and that's fine. One thing I think most of us would agree on is that the current guidelines for treatment of There may be some points of disagreement among us dissidents, and that's fine. One thing I think most of us would agree on is points"HIV-disease" (or "AIDS" or "HIV-positive" or "HIV/AIDS", or whatever they start calling it next month) is toxic, harmful and dangerously unsustainable in the long run. ARVs (Anti-Retrovirals) are even starting to be used illicitly for their "hallucinogenic and relaxing effect" in some quarters of the world.Likewise, the AIDS mainstream is certainly less than monolithic in their views. There is a lack of agreement among them about how HIV causes immune suppression, or even how HIV came into existence for that matter. One thing they all do seem to agree on is how essential it is that every Poz person take drugs to extend their life. Virtually every website devoted to "HIV/AIDS" (The Body, AIDSMeds, AEGiS, to name just a few) is replete with articles, messages and advertising promoting "compliance", as well as tips, blogs and discussion groups to address the inevitable "side effects", which should more accurately be referred to as "direct effects".I once belonged to that AIDS mainstream
- [Shenanigans continue @ change.org](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/01/06/shenanigans/) - change.org has not eliminated the risk of voter fraud in its Ideas for Change in America campaign that I first wrote about a few days ago: "I committed voter fraud @ change.org". This morning I was able to log in using the same disposable email accounts I used to test their system with New Year's
- [I committed vote fraud @ change.org](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2009/01/05/vote-fraud-changeorg/) - Ballot stuffing + Censorship - Integrity = Bogus electionToday is the start of Round 2 in change.org's Ideas for Change in America project. It should be known the Ideas finalists did not result from grass-roots driven democracy. Rather, the process has been tainted by unfair tactics and strategies by participants and organizers alike.Despite recent disclaimers that they are a "private" venture, many of us who participated in the Idea project were led to perceive the site was
- [In the beginning...](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/2008/12/28/hello-world-2/) - Welcome to my blog. I have had a blog for more than a year, but never posted after the first entry. Maybe it was due to poor health and lack of energy and motivation, but I was also trying to be super-geeky and host it at my own domain. Hopefully, hosting here at WordPress will simplify the process so I can focus on writing, rather than FTPing and troubleshooting upgrades.I will soon be posting a critique of the recent Ideas for change in America project at change.org, but didn't want that to be my very first post here.

## Pages

- [archives](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/archives/)
- [Contact](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/contact/)
- [newbie?](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/newbies/) - First time here? I've created the following list of links and summaries to the posts I consider most worthy of a new visitor’s time for reading. In addition, there are a couple of static pages with more information than you probably want or need to know about me, including “about me”, and “surviving “aids” without
- [surviving "aids" without drugs](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/nodrugs/) - UPDATED October 12, 2013: The roller coaster continues. Five months after quitting the ARVs, my CD4 levels had dropped to the lowest point ever: 76, and 5.4%. I restarted boosted darunavir monotherapy. UPDATED May 9, 2013: I quit all HIV-related drugs on May 29, almost exactly one year after re-starting them for the third time
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- [reAIDS home](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/reaids-home-2/) - Welcome
- [in the media](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/attachments/in-the-media/) - Only a few of the News-Telegraph articles I authored are archived online, thanks to Kevin Jacobs and the Queer Resource Directory:Let's keep Fred Phelps (editorial) 1-27-1995Lawrence KS debates right law 1-27-1995New policies of inclusion at KC Star 2-10-1995Lots of questions for Lawrence ordinance 2-10-1995KS activists court pro-choice senators 2-10-1995My first (and only national) media exposure
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- [Rabid Fox no match for AIDS Dissident - 2](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/media/rabid-fox-no-match-for-aids-dissident-2/) - Note: If you have trouble reading this, try clicking on the article to read the original file.
- [Rabid Fox no match for AIDS Dissident - 1](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/media/rabid-fox-no-match-for-aids-dissident-1/) - August 31, 1990 By Frank Brownell HANKINS--A red fox suspected of being rabid terrorized several residents of a rural area just outside of Hankins Wednesday, biting two men, one of whom is now undergoing treatment to prevent an occurrence of the fatal disease. Reportedly bitten and requiring treatment in the incident was a Kansas City
- [media](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/media/) - This collection of various newspaper articles and videos, mostly from my activist past, is currently under construction. Rabid Fox no Match for AIDS Dissident - 1 (Sullivan County Democrat reprint) Rabid Fox no Match for AIDS Dissident - 2 (Kansas City Star reprint) Strange Customs at Customs (Canada) (Xtra)
- [graveyard](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/the-graveyard/) - I will die some day. No question about it. When I do, will the AIDStruthers crow and proclaim that I died of denialism? How old do I have to be to defy them? How long do I have to live without their death drugs? If I am 90 years old and get hit by lightning,
- [who am i?](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/about/) - My name is Jonathan Barnett, but most people know me as Jon. I've been opinionated and outspoken much of my adult life, though I was really quite insecure and shy as a youth. The last few years I find myself less certain of what I think and believe because so much of what I was

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- [questioning aids](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/category/questioning-aids/) - questioning and rethinking the orthodox HIV=AIDS theory
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- [blogging](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/category/internet/blogging/)
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- [poz](https://resistanceisfruitful.com/category/questioning-aids/poz/) - living with a “positive” result on gallo’s “hiv” antibody test

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